Sunday, January 27, 2013

Gratefulness



I'm not grateful enough. I know it.  I mean, I’m grateful for things, but I thing we generally go through life just taking things for granted, and not being truly grateful for them.  I certainly do not express my gratefulness enough, either to my husband, or more importantly, to God  I have a very comfortable home, my husband has a good job which enabled me to stay home and now go back to school, my children are all alive, well and thriving. We live in a free country where we can worship as we please, as imperfect as it is – it could be a whole lot worse! I go to a good church where the Lord is worshiped and we are encouraged to live out our lives in service to Him.   I have my salvation, but do I really express how grateful I am for it?  My reading for school this week has convicted me that I need to be much more grateful for things. Deitrich Bonhoeffer wrote:


We prevent God from giving us the great spiritual gifts He has in store for us, because we do not give thanks for daily gifts. We think we dare not be satisfied with the small measure of spiritual knowledge, experience, and love that has been given to us, and that we must constantly be looking forward eagerly for the highest good. The we deplore the fact that we lack the deep certainty, the strong faith, and the rich experience that God has given to others, and we consider this lament to be pious.  We pray for the big things and forget to give thanks for the ordinary, small (and yet really not small) gifts. How can God entrust great things to one who will not thankfully receive from Him the little things? (Bonhoeffer, 1978)
I’m going to commit to practicing gratitude this week.  Not to see what happens, but because I should.



Reference:
Bonhoeffer, D. (1978). Life Together. New York: Harper One. page 13 - as quoted in
Gutierrez, D. E. (2010). Ministry Is.... Nashville: B&H Publishing Group.
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Wednesday, January 23, 2013

Who is worthy?


    • Who is worth my allegiance? Who is worth my affection?
    • Who is worth my devotion? Who is worthy of my faith?
    • Who is worth my time, my money, my possessions?
    • Who is worthy of my dreams, my hopes, and my future?
    • Who deserves my mind, mouth, hand, feet, and heart?

    • Who is worthy?
    • Who is worth staying pure for? Who is worth taking time to pray to?
    • Who is worth sharing with friends and strangers?
    • Who is worth giving a tenth of your money to?
    • Who is worth trusting completely? Who is worth giving your Sunday mornings to? Who is worth living a life of integrity for?

    • Who is worthy?
    • Who is worthy of going into full-time ministry for?
    • Who is worthy of going to a big city and starting a new church for?
    • Who is worthy of crossing cultures for??

    • Who is worthy?
    • Who is worth going to jail for
    • Who is worth living for?
    • Who else is worthy dying for?
    • Who is worth standing and singing to? 
 
 

Text: Earley & Gutierrez (2010) “Ministry Is…How to Serve Jesus with Passion and Confidence” (Nashville:  Broadman & Holman)




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Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Psalm 1

    Blessed is the man
        who walks not in the counsel of the wicked,
    nor stands in the way of sinners,
        nor sits in the seat of scoffers;
    but his delight is in the law of the LORD,
        and on his law he meditates day and night.
    He is like a tree
        planted by streams of water
    that yields its fruit in its season,
        and its leaf does not wither.
    In all that he does, he prospers.
    The wicked are not so,
        but are like chaff that the wind drives away.
    Therefore the wicked will not stand in the judgment,
        nor sinners in the congregation of the righteous;
    for the LORD knows the way of the righteous,
        but the way of the wicked will perish.
(Psalm 1 ESV)

Two verses.  Three simple reminders.

Blessed is the man who walk not in the counsel of the wicked -  from whom do I seek counsel?

Nor stands in the way of sinners, or sits in the seat of scoffers - with whom am I keeping company?

But his delight is in the law of the Lord, and on his law he meditates day and night - am I spending time meditating on his law?  Do I take delight in scripture?

Lord, remind me of these and show me the way of the righteous as I meditate on your word.

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

January 1, 2013 A New Year



For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven:
                a time to be born, and a time to die;
                a time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
                a time to kill, and a time to heal;
                a time to break down, and a time to build up;
                a time to weep, and a time to laugh;
                a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
                a time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
                a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
                a time to seek, and a time to lose;
                a time to keep, and a time to cast away;
                a time to tear, and a time to sew;
                a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
                a time to love, and a time to hate;
                a time for war, and a time for peace.
(Ecclesiastes 3:1-8 ESV)

My scripture reading to start the New Year.   I wrote a blog earlier today which was a synopsis of the past year, but this post will really be the first post of the year.  I’m following the ESV Study Bible reading plan, and the first reading was this, followed by Genesis 1, 1 Chronicles 1 and Luke 1:1-25

Yes, there is a season for everything.  And now is the season for me to be a student again.  So far, I’ve taken Theology, Biblical Worldview and an information technology course. My GPA is 3.86 (I think J ) – not bad for someone returning to school after a long time!  This semester will be Intro to Christian Ministries, Intro to Missions and the worst class -  math!  I am fairly certain I will do will in at least two of them, and hoping for the best in the third.  Classes start January 14, my books should be here January 3.  

Today's plan - follow WW points again, try to get a walk in - providing it warms up a bit (I'm such a wimp now that I've lived in AZ for 12 years!), and work on quilting!  I have three, no four in progress.  I hope to finish the top of the quilt Ian started last year, it's a potato chip pattern, so fairly easy.  Chuck, Jodie and the kids were going to come over this afternoon, but since Abby is sick with a double ear infection, I don't know the status of that.  So things may change.  If I do get the quilt top finished, I'll post an update with pictures.  




Happy New Year!


Lamentations 3:19-23
19 I remember my affliction and my wandering,
    the bitterness and the gall.
20 I well remember them,
    and my soul is downcast within me.
21 Yet this I call to mind
    and therefore I have hope:
22 Because of the Lord’s great love we are not consumed,
    for his compassions never fail.
23 They are new every morning;
    great is your faithfulness.

This is a new year, and new beginnings.  Last year brought some major changes in our lives, but the verses above reminds me of God's faithfulness. Just like the cactus blooms every year, God's faithfulness blooms every day.

Today's blog entry is more a wrap-up of the last year.  There was a major change for me, I started taking classes towards finishing my BA in Interdisciplinary Studies at Liberty University.  The first semester of school went well, I finished it out with A's in all three of my classes.  This semester will be more difficult, since I'm taking the first of three dreaded math classes.  I will persevere  though and make it through that class.  I'm going to work hard, and hopefully pull at least a C, maybe even a B.  Physically, I had a lot of challenges, starting with a badly sprained ankle in January, followed by rotator cuff issues and a major issue with my knee that kept me from exercising pretty much all year.  That HAS to change this year!  One part of my blogging this year will be a running commentary on my fitness goals and accomplishments. (Corrected errors, thanks to my oh-so-wonderful editor-in-residence :) )

Ian, Abby, Jodie and Chuck at Winterhaven

Christmas Night

Last year was, well, tumultuous. Started the year with the stress of Chuck and Ian moving out here, homeschooling Ian, which did not work out well, dealing with issues and finances.  Chuck started with AFNI within a few weeks of getting here, which was a huge answer to prayer and he seems to be doing very well there, having been selected for several different pilot programs and has gotten at least one raise so far.  We're praying that more raises will be following soon.  Jodie and Abby moved out in May, and in a lot of ways things got better, as Jodie was offered a teaching job within two weeks of moving. Amanda, Matt and Eli (more about her later) are all working at Cottonwood Elementary, the same  school where Jodie is teaching music.  They are special needs paraprofessionals, and while the work is stressful at times, they all love it in their own way. 

Matt graduated Magna Cum Laude from Arizona Christian University with a BA in Christian Ministries, but it took him a while to find the job at Cottonwood. He's doing well and is considering heading back to school for his Master's degree in Special Education. He's finally getting more involved with the college ministry at church, as well as working with the children's ministry.  This year, he needs to find a second job to help pay off his student loans and get a new car, so he can move on with his life. 


Amanda and Eli
Amanda did not do well in school, and that is presenting a huge challenge.  She's doing very well in her job, and is actually working a second job two days a week at the mall.   She is going to meet with a counselor at Pima tomorrow to try to figure out her next step in school.  She really needs to figure out a plan for continuing.  She is considering changing to a certification program in Early Childhood Education, and I think that would be best for her at this point. 

Eli is Elizabeth Hartwig, a MK from Ecuador who moved in with us in June.  She was going to ACU, but could no longer afford it and transferred to Pima. We gave it a trial run, and discovered it was working out, so she is rooming with Amanda.  Her parents, Earl and Cathy Hartwig, just moved from Ecuador to Papua New Guinea where they are assisting with rebuilding a hydroelectric plant at a hospital there. As I tell her, she's my daughter of another mother, and has become a welcome part of our family.

Mark and Dianna on Christmas
Dianna - same as always.  She's now the paralegal manager at her job and while she enjoys the additional money, it is a lot more stressful and she's now salary as opposed to hourly, which sometimes isn't that great.  Mark - no real changes, but Corey is finally working, which is a blessing.  We are still actively praying for the Lord to reveal himself to them in an unmistakeable way.

Grandpa Tom and Aiden
Andrew and Delilah are doing well.  They welcomed Aiden Robert into the family on August 9.  He's a doll!  As grandbaby #1 for Tom, he already is getting spoiled :)  We saw them in September when we went out to North Carolina, then again this Christmas when they came out here.   Andrew is still in the Marines, but with some medical issues is on desk duty, and possibly looking at a discharge.  At this point, he's ok with that - now that he's a Dad, the thought of deploying and leaving Aiden behind really bothers him.  Again, like Dianna and Mark, we are praying for their spiritual awakening.

Tommy, well Tommy is being Tommy.  He is having major difficulties.  He recently moved to North Carolina to live with Delilah and Andrew, but it doesn't appear that is going to work out very well.  Some major steps need to be taken, but he has to want to take them.  Some of it is going to be forced on him.  Much, much prayer is going on about him.

Tom's job continues to be stressful.  We are praying fervently for a new position.  He has a lead on one, and just completed his resume for it, but it will not open up until March.  He has three more years to go before he can retire, as that is when I will be able to receive Tri-Care and my retirement.  The door is still open for him to enter ministry at Wycliffe, but I can't push him through it.

We are actively involved in a new ministry at church - one of the more difficult ones.  We are co-facilitators of Divorce Care.  I didn't realize just how much the ministry would bring all the issues I thought I had dealt with to the forefront once again.  I think those issues are just coming out because of the various kid-issues we've had lately. At any rate, it's not pleasant.  We have a great team to work with though, Brian and Sara Feather, Cheryl Alexander and Nancy Perry.  God is blessing the work, and I look forward to see what happens this coming year.

I'm still involved in Friendship International, our ESL ministry, but my level of involvement has decreased with my school responsibilities.  I'm on a holding pattern there this semester, waiting to see how school goes.   We are getting a new building, so we have quite a bit of work to do this next two weeks to prep for the move.  There will be major changes for the teachers, which will be challenging.

Dad and Betty
The last major change was Dad's move to Kentucky.  He had lived out here for a little over a year, but in April moved to Kentucky with his bride, Elizabeth Sweeney.  They are doing well, but I miss our weekly lunches. 

I'm starting a new reading plan.  I did pretty well last year sticking to one, especially when I read first thing in the morning and then started school work.  Classes start again on the 14th, but I want to be disciplined enough with reading that the habit is well-engrained by then.    I do have another blog idea that I really need to write, and am going to work on it some more this afternoon. For now... keep plugging away.